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When She Loved Me

~It's rather quiet around the site today and there seems to be a somewhat sad feeling in the air. No one's singing, no one's yelling, and no one's dancing; it's the quietest it's ever been in the history of the RR. Someone's also missing and Meg seems to be looking for him.~

Meg: *looks around*

Goten: *stuffing his face with cheese doodles* What ‘cha lookin for Meggie?

Meg: Sean......I haven’t seen or heard him all day long, have you?

Goten: *thinks* No.....which is really weird.

Meg: Yeah I know, I wonder where he is.

Goten: Hm......Kenny might know?

Meg: Maybe.... *walks off to find him*

Kenny: *frolics out of the kitchen*

Meg: o.O Did I just see that? Whatever..... *ahem* Kenny!

Kenny: *stops* Yeah?

Meg: Have you seen Sean today?

Kenny: *goes to answer but stops* No.....

Meg: ~.~

Kenny: Ya know what, he didn’t even eat breakfast with us and ChiChi made french toast, his favorite.

Meg: You’re right. *looks at her watch* And it’s already 3 in the afternoon.

Kenny: Maybe he’s with Lissa?

Meg: No, she’s on her laptop harassing people in a chat room. *points*

Lissa: *types away, laughing hysterically* Oh my God! These people are so funny! *reads off the screen* “Shut the f*** up you motherf***ing mofo stupid whore Goddamn FREAK retarded bitch ass SLUT!” *cracks up and slaps her knee*

Kenny: Doesn’t take a lot to entertain her, does it?

Meg: Nope.

Kenny: Hehe.

Meg: I’m getting a little worried though......what if he like.....died?

Kenny: I doubt it, he’s probably just drunk somewhere and is sleeping it off.

Meg: I dunno....I’m gonna go check your page, maybe he’s there.

Kenny: Ok, but you shouldn’t worry about it, he’s most likely fine.

Meg: *nods and heads over to Kenny’s page*

Chaozu: Where are YOU going, whore?

Meg: To the moon, now get away from me before I auction you on eBay.

Chaozu: Skank! *runs off*

Meg: *growls* I hate him! I HATE him!!

Trunks: *passes by and stares at Meg*

Meg: Chaozu!

Trunks: Oh ok, that explains everything.

Meg: Damn right it does. Now excuse me, I’m looking for Sean. *storms off*

Trunks: Bye...uh....never mind.

Ashka: *sits on the floor with Ed, swaying to some cutesy music and sings* Why are...there so many...songs about rainbows, and what's on the other side? Rainbows are visions, but only illusions, and rainbows have nothing to hide. *holds Ed up and sways from side to side* So we've been told and some choose to believe it, I know they're wrong, wait and see. Someday we'll find it, the rainbow connection, the lovers, the dreamers, and me.....

Trunks: She’s in her happy place again.

Pasha: It’s a Kermit the Frog song, that’s so cute.

Goten: That song was on a commercial about immigrants.

Pasha: Yeah! That was such a cute commercial! I love Kermit, he rocks. He's so cute, too. ^.^

Goten: I know, he has such cute little feet and cute little hands and such a cute little head!

Pasha: *smacks Goten* Shut up!

Goten: Eh! *holds his nose* Why am I always beaten?!

Pasha: You’re only beaten when you act like an ass.

Goten: Oh gee, only when I act like an ass, how stupid of me.

Pasha: *smack!*

Goten: Hey! What was that for?!

Pasha: Muscle spasm.....

Goten: Trunks, control your girlfriend!

Trunks: *chuckles*

~Meanwhile, on Kenny’s page..... Well, Meg was right, Sean’s sitting in there, all by himself and.....in the dark? He’s dressed but a complete mess and by the looks of it, hasn’t picked up his sword all day long since it’s sitting across the room on the floor. Wow, what’s up with that? He’s got something in his hand, a picture, and if I’m not mistaken, his facial expression is a very sad one....~

Meg: *blinks and walks in slowly* .....Sean?

Sean: *jumps, fumbling the photo, and hides it* What?!

Meg: Oops, sorry. Didn’t mean to scare you.

Sean: Oh, hey Meg. It’s ok.

Meg: What are you still doing in here? *blinks* You look like hell. Have you even showered?

Sean: *chuckles* No, I’m just......tired.

Meg: Tired?

Sean: *nods*

Meg: What was that picture of?

Sean: What picture.....

Meg: I saw it, the one you dropped after I came in.

Sean: It was nothing.

Meg: *sits next to him* Are you sure?

Sean: Yes.

Meg: *tilts her head* Sean, what’s up, you look so.....sad?

Sean: I told you, I’m just tired.

Meg: *sighs and tries changing the sad atmosphere to a happier one* I bet you’re hungry. I made you a sammichie and.....oops....left it in the kitchen. >.< Duh.

Sean: *smiles* Thanks Meggie, I’ll go get it.

Meg: Welcome.

Sean: Come on, let’s go.

Meg: Okie.

Sean: *heads to the kitchen*

Meg: *watches him leave and then combs the floor, looking for picture* Ugh, where is it!? ......Aha! *holds up the old picture. It’s of Sean in his younger years and a black haired woman in his arms* .....Wow, I‘ve never seen Sean smile like that before...... *blinks* Wonder who that is? Hm.... *puts the picture down and runs back to the RR*

Kenny: *watches Meg run by* You found him?

Meg: Yeah, he was on your page.

Kenny: Told you he was around.

Meg: Hey Kenny, um......does a woman with black hair mean anything to you?

Kenny: *freezes*

Meg: *raises an eyebrow*

Kenny: What....makes you ask that?

Meg: I saw a picture on the floor of Sean holding some lady on your page. I was wondering who she is.

Kenny: *whispers to self* You mean was.....

Meg: Huh?

Kenny: *ahem* Nothing. She was a friend of his. A long time ago.

Meg: But-

Kenny: Forget about it, it was a long time ago. *grins* Well, I’m gonna go play around on eBay, see if I can win anything. Laters.

Meg: *grumbles* I’ll find out who she was, I don’t need your stupid knowledge stupid Kenny.

Lissa: *bounces over* Hi hi Meggie! ^.^

Meg: Lissa, we’re on a mission.

Lissa: Ooh! What kind?

Meg: Operation find out who Sean’s mystery lady is.

Lissa: Mystery lady?

Meg: Yeah, I’ll show you *drags Lissa off to Kenny’s page and picks up the picture* Lookie.

Lissa: Who’s that?

Meg: The mystery lady.

Lissa: She’s pretty.

Meg: Yeah, but how come Sean never mentioned her before?

Lissa: Hm, I dunno. Should we be nosy and ask?

Meg: I think so.

~And so, Meg and Lissa run off to find Sean again, this time taking the picture with them. They find him sitting on the couch, flipping channels. Trunks, Pasha, Goten and Ashka are playing war on the floor and Gokou‘s watching, munching on celery sticks~

Meg and Lissa: *jump over the couch and land beside Sean*

Lissa: Hey Seany-poo.

Sean: Seany-poo?

Lissa: ^.^

Meg: *leans on him* Hon, we have a question.

Sean: Shoot.

Meg: *shows the picture*

Meg and Lissa: Who’s that?

Sean: *’s eyes widen* Where did you get that?

Meg: It was on the floor......

Sean: *snatches it and jumps off the couch*

Lissa and Meg: *blink*

Lissa: What’s wrong?

Kenny: *stares*

Sean: *stays silent*

Meg: What's the matter? Who was she, Sean?

Others: *have turned their attention to Sean*

Sean: *stands uncomfortably and whispers* ......Lena.

Meg: Lena?

Sean: Helena. *sits*

Meg: Was she your girlfriend?

Sean: You could say that.

Lissa: You never told us you had a girlfriend.

Sean: Because it was a long time ago.

Meg: Yeah, I know, that’s what Kenny said. What made you think about her again?

Sean: I found the picture while looking for something by accident, I didn’t plan on it.

Lissa: Aw, what happened Sean? How come she’s not around with you anymore?

Meg: Wait wait, I don’t wanna know that yet. Start from the beginning. Where did you guys meet?

Sean: Does it matter?

Meg and Lissa: Yes!

Sean: Heh. Well, if you really want to know...

Meg and Lissa: We do!

Sean: All right. Well, it was after I left the..... *pauses*

Meg: left the what?

Sean: Let’s just say it was after I become “unemployed”.

Meg: *sighs* Oh fine. We don’t wanna know about your little secret life anyway.

Sean: *smiles* Ok, with having no “job” to return to, I was free to do anything I wanted, so, I traveled around from city to city, looking for a way to earn some money. An accident left me stranded in one particular town for a good while and....

Lissa: Accident?

Sean: Oh, um, a little........scuffle.....with a few large men.

Lissa: *smirks*

Sean: Well anyway, before my little escapade, I was in the town’s bar and had talked with one of the tenders that worked there.

Meg: Helena?

Sean: Yes. She was.....*blushes slightly*.....the most beautiful woman I’d ever met and she was the only reason I didn’t get drunk while in there. I don’t know what she was doing there, she didn’t belong in a place like that all. She was too fragile, too sweet, too caring. *smiles slightly and then shakes his head* Um......I was in there for a long time, almost until she was done working, but left.....I don’t really know...

Pasha: *is seated on the floor and jumps up to her knees* Why?!

Others: *stare at Pasha*

Pasha: *sweatdrops and sits back down slowly* Shut up, love stories get to me!

Trunks: *smiles* It’s ok.

Pasha: ^.^;;

Sean: Anyway, I took a short cut in some alley way, yadda yadda, met up with some 300 pound guys, blah blah, I kicked their asses, this and that, and was left with a bullet in my leg.

Ashka: Owwie.

Sean: Yeah. So, I’m hobbling along and guess who passes me.

Girls: Helena!

Sean: Yup. Well, she took me to the hospital and was fixed up in no time. She didn’t want me sleeping on the street so I stayed with her until I got better.

Lissa: And then Seany-poo falls in love! How cute!

Sean: *blushes slightly* Now that that’s been covered, we can move on.

Lissa: Aw.

Sean: As time went by, I found out she was sick but she didn’t want to tell me what she had. Whenever it came up, she always changed the subject. I could tell something was wrong because she had these awful coughing fits, coughing up blood and getting so out of breath. One night, she stopped breathing all together and passed out. I had never gotten anywhere so fast in my entire life. I must have reached the hospital in under 3 minutes. After that, I found out she had........what the doctor called Consumption.

Lissa: Some girl had that in a book I read. Hm....I don’t remember what it was called but it was set in the 1800’s. *blinks* That’s a horrible disease.....

Sean: Well, people still die from it today.

Meg: Like I have any idea what you’re talking about. ~.~

Sean: Meg, it literally means to decay. Your body is just wasting away from a chronic illness. Lena's body was just.....*takes a deep breath*.....decaying.....

Others: *sit in silence*

Sean: *ahem* I was told it was from pulmonary tuberculosis, which usually affects the lungs. After all the explanations I knew why she was coughing up blood and gasping for air during every fit. They released her a few days later with some medicine they said would work.

Pasha: I don’t think I’m going to like the ending of this story.....

Sean: No, my guess is you’re not. *harshly* It didn’t work. She died in my arms three days later. *rests his head in his heads*

Meg and Lissa: *jump up and hug Sean*

Meg: I’m sorry. You didn’t have to tell us if you didn’t want to.

Sean: No, it’s ok. Besides, saying it flat out is a lot easier then running away from the two of you while you both beg at my feet or whine.

Lissa: *smirks* Gee, thanks.

Pasha: *cries*

Sean: Aw, Pashi, don’t cry.

Pasha: I can’t help it, I told you, love stories get to me!

Trunks: It’s all right, hon. Don’t cry.

Pasha: *sniffles*

Sean: I’m gonna.....go back to Kenny’s page, kay?

Meg: Yeah, we won’t bother you.

Sean: Thanks. *walks off*

Lissa: *slaps Kenny*

Kenny: Ow, damnit! What was that for?!

Lissa: Why the hell didn’t you say anything!

Kenny: *stutters*

Lissa: You knew! You just coulda told us, you jerk. I don’t like making people feel sad. ~.~

Kenny: Well, why don’t you just slit my wrists and then bash my head in with a pipe?

Lissa: Ok, ok, sorry.

~Back on Kenny’s page, the door never opened and Sean never went back in. Instead, he left the site all together and after reaching the street, hopped a bus. He stopped at place called Fairview Cemetery and slowly made his way to a certain stone.~

Sean: *lays a bouquet of lilies down and smiles sadly* They were your favorite, I remember.

When somebody loved me, everything was beautiful.

Sean: I’m sorry I haven’t visited you in so long. Coming here always gets to me, though it shouldn’t. Even without an answer, I know you understand.

Every hour we spent together, lives within my heart.

Sean: I always think about you, in case it seems as if I don’t. ........Today I found that picture you always liked so much.

And when she was sad, I was there to dry her tears.

Sean: A couple friends of mine saw it and I ended up telling them about you. It got me thinking and I had to come. That doesn’t really explain my few visits, I know, but I promise I’ll come more often.

And she was happy so was I. When she loved me.

Sean: *kneels beside the grave and wipes off a few specks of dirt around the bottom* I still remember that day. You promised you’d always be with me. *clears his throat* I believe you kept your word. I always get the feeling you’re there, smiling that gorgeous smile of yours.

Through the summer and the fall, we had each other that was all.

Sean: I wish you could come back for just one minute, 30 seconds even......just enough time for me to see it again.

Just she and I together, like it was meant to be.

Sean: You were the most important person to come into my life and you always will be. I just hope you know that. I hope you left knowing how much I loved you. The last thing I wanted was for you not to know that.

And when she was lonely I was there to comfort her.....

Sean: You made me happier than I ever was and the one thing I want in the world, the one thing I would give my life for is no matter where you may be, you are happy. As long as you’re happy and at peace, that’s all that matters. Keep a cloud for me open, you won’t be alone forever. Someday, you’ll be in my arms again. I’ll make sure of that. *turns to leave but stops, facing the grave again* *smiles* I know, I love you too, Lena. *leaves*

.....and I knew that she loved me.

~Well, this is my first try at a sad ramble. I think I did ok. I give credit to the song When She Loved Me, I got the idea after listening to it~